WolfRam, Wolfenstein Remake

Yes My Frieands, Wolfenstein is remade again

now its on a new engine, I Really like it but it is pretty tough, since you can look down the

gun much like call of duty and aim at the people. why do I say it is hard, it just is, plus the game doesnt half Multiplayer, it does have a mod selector in case you have any mods. Also The Game Has Achivements.

I Only Played it On medium and I still Couldnt Get passed the first level.

I am not really to fond of the game.

Somewhere In the Sands Of Time

Besides beating off all day, I find myself bothered by people who I dont know in my schizo affective disorder, lucifer (bezellbub) as you may know from excorcist, which took over the girl.
I find life hard, and day by day feeling sucidal because of my meds. confused with alot of things, I dont even know why I read the bible, maybe because of febble, alot of my dreams are just tricks being played on me.
jesus really isnt that nice, personally he likes Rob better.
I wish I could discuss this but I've talked to other schizophrenics, and they seem to act like they hear the same voices as me. I swear if lucifer and jesus tried to take me outta my position I would fight back
past few days back Ive been lifting weights. also I have found manipulating my voices easily. its hard
but as it maybe the days go on and on...

this is my favorite peices of art I've picked up

 

I've also been playing Max Payne 3, Very Fun Game, but I Really played it for the first 2 or 3 days. I am not to good at the single player, since I am playing it on hard. I am currently playing it on my playstation 3, I need a new one it seems. the hard drive is pretty full. besides that... Ive been sleeping alot

having some weird dreams. I swear I hope I live forever, I dont look forwards to heaven or hell.

3/20/12

Not much going on, been playing Alan Wake, Real good game... Not finished Chapter Five

Hoping Max Payne 3 turns out good.

My Gaming Clan is Killscape.Ning.com

Right now I am downloading Some Silent Hill Games for PC.
I Beat Alan Wake So those are my type of games.

A Poem

 A Poem

high as fuck forever with nothing but luck, passive agressive with weapons to make purge from the grave just for revenge, binge drink so much pop, hip hop, take up all the slots in a online game, last one to dawn increase stealth, help with a massarce, scaryin than gary vs detroit rock city, murder capitals of the world african plague wonderin around these blocks, inferior total kombat, stats that no one who could trust, blush red rush, go ahead take the kush, eat the bush dirty on fire, sire who you going follow the true king of knights, bi ligual when god enters me, starve survial seriousness

Upcoming Games I am Looking Fowards to

 

I am waiting for these games, they are looking pretty fun, skyrim and saints row look good and tekken hybrid does too. I didnt put a pic of uncharted 3 but it looks good too. something ill have to save money for....

Dead Island Review

Dead Island is a game based on whatever character of the 4 you choose, stuck on a island you have survive online or alone maybe, I have played it and I am not sure if its alone, but it does have online mode. the gore on the game is alot, I also love the Pools in the game graphics are awesome. I rate a 8.5.

Left Doubt

Forgot what was right, Now confound

excruciating Love

hatered Towards it

Approaching like death

issolated my pain

fate raked naked dominated by leftovers of pain and confusing

Halo

Ive been playing Halo lately, right now I am on Halo Reach, I am having fun, but I only play whenever I am not sleeping, because of depression. whenever I am Not in that downward spiral, I find time to do things.

Halo's Master Chief

I also have all of the other Halo's except Halo Wars.

Poetry May 19th 2011

look at myself
my health
pills that ive taken
im aiken like clay
or thrown away like troy aikenman today
today i was so drowsy i needed pills for my pain
stereos sound the same
am i really sane
is insanity really a credit to my demise
my lives
my knives
akimbos joust like to fairys on a moutain top dancing
twisting and turning, burning and yearning
learning about her but not earning
earth angel
earth angel
livecast blunt retorted
am i retarded
or is the world crumbling beneath me

Pawn Job

look at me
hope treats me hopefully
3rd person to outros in indigos flows
back when it reeally flew off the handle board
what handle board what the fuck is a handle board
i only knew you for 6 hours of my life
and you blame your life on my life for livin here
is thier a cure no thier isnt not enough pot or black magic could help stab it
havoc loselly looking at pornography always having every sought behind me
sew the stiches shut, could I at least give a fuck
stuck in in a rut
nothing but a butt fuck
ass fucking my mind and i dont even know if its true
is it you, or does this sound like a gay rap
wrap it all undone
dont even know
closed all acounts
make a mess on the bedsheets
ive always loved her
and even if i was a arabic
uncrontrolling the world even when i see kids head blown off
death beyond death
thats the only death wish thats blisss and its
ignorence
take a stab at insecurity
pavements blastin off
and all i dream of is virtual reality

Half-Life Cinematic Mod

The Half-Life Cinematic mod is worth a give it a go, big file, the mod makes the scenery more detailed prolly sound better, I dont know yet since im downloading it

Half-Life 2 Cinematic Mod

Comment Me Please

i wish i was rich
but every person at the counter is robin hood
taking change while the goverment talks about givin to poor
but i dont know if thats true
must be the politics
bkacks and whites
painting that dont mesh
black dotted ol pics
dont what color to start with

some more poems

im a fag your a fag

im so proud im world renoun

your so dumb

id rather pour myself some pepsi and run

imdope i dont ned a bluetooth to dongle this rope of lies

communications through proclumation

whys he always masturbating

signals preaching about war and hatred

transscripes from the waking night i arose from gruesome dread

led by led, red by red

nothingnesss left unsaid

so you check me i check you

checkmate fool

you in a drowning pool